The violinist, the hypno-slut and the self-indulgent blog…

I was fortunate enough last night to go and watch the amazing violinist Nicola Benedetti perform Szymanowski with the BSO at the Colston Hall. It was literally breathtaking, I lost count of the number of times I had to remember to breath, so lost was I in the performance. I have previously seen Her perform Tchaikovsky and Mendelssohn, both excellent, but this was more. I have been blessed with the chance to see some of the world’s most renowned musicians, orchestras and conductors over the past few years, and in my laymen’s experience, last night ranked with Sarah Chang playing Sibelius and Gergiev conducting the LSO as nights I wish never ended and memories I wish never to lose.

Live music and Domme led erotic hypnosis are two very important past-times for me. They are a part of my chosen lifestyle. Recently though I haven’t been tranceing to much at all. Occasionally I lose track of why I love to surrender to Hypno-Dommes recorded sessions. The briefest of interactions with one hypnotist earlier this year led me to question my listening habits, my enjoyment, and my choices. Looking back, this cessation from my hypnotic adventures has happened a few times before, only the previous occasions I was under the overwhelming desire for a Domme to mentally chain me down. A hazard that comes with the territory I guess. I’ve often read postings over the years from Hypno-Dommes regarding submissives/customers who, like myself, don’t commit and enjoy listening to a wide range of hypnotists and Their sessions. They question my ethics, my loyalty, my judgement for listening to so many different hypnotists, submitting to so many different sessions, opening my mind so often without discretion. For this I am labelled a hypno-slut!

Nicola Benedetti is an astounding violinist. She is also very beautiful, has the hourglass figure of a 50’s movie idol, has a smile capable of lighting up an entire concert hall, and my God how elegant She dresses to stage… She is my musical Goddess and I adore Her. Yet, if I had the chance to go and see one of my other musical heart-throbs, Julia Fischer, Hilary Hahn, Anna Netrebko or Xue Fei-Yang in concert, I wouldn’t hesitate for a second. There would be no questioning of my loyalty, my ethics. I wouldn’t be labelled a slut, questions set as to my ‘standards’, my honesty, my integrity. I just want to enjoy and to experience.

I make no apologies that I never found who/what I was looking for in a hypno-Goddess. I owe no allegiance, and am not seeking approval or free attention. I just want the same as I get from my musical Goddesses, to enjoy and to experience. Occasionally I may send a thank You for a particularly special experience, or bash a few tribute buttons when so inspired/induced to do so. I love erotic hypnosis… I’ve just fallen out of love with the erotic hypnosis community.

I enjoy many differing experiences with Domme led erotic hypnosis depending on the session and the hypnotist. Some sessions relax me, some take me away on unbelievable journeys, and others invigorate my imagination. Some empower me, others weaken. I am oft inspired, constantly entertained. I find I am manipulated, controlled, seduced; my hunger for submission is frequently feed. My loneliness is often sated, every emotion touched and sparked. Occasionally, just occasionally, I find I am enlightened and spiritually touched. Oh, and did I forget to mention that I get so terribly aroused on occasion.

I first started writing about erotic hypnosis mp3’s last year after a particularly impressive experience listening to a Madam Raison D’être session. To be honest I wasn’t expecting much from the session, but I knew of few British hypno-Dommes at the time so thought I’d give Her a listen. Turned out Madam was very adept at Fem-Domme hypnosis and took me far deeper in that session then I had experienced before. It was then I discovered I enjoyed writing about the experience almost as much as the experience itself. So occasionally, when a session surprised me, or took me somewhere new, I would write about it on social sites, blog posts, perhaps a review on the hypnotist’s site, or in a pm to the artist Herself. It was a few months after I first became disillusioned with the communities that I started this somewhat self-indulgent blog.

I listen to perhaps 3-4 different sessions a week. Most are good experiences, occasionally some are sensational, but equally, sometimes sessions don’t work for me at all, or leaves me a little underwhelmed. In the future I want to write more about all my experiences and the sessions I’ve listened to, good or bad. My aim is to write respectfully honest appraisals of my experiences. If during my future entries I write something deemed negative, or counter to a hypnotists wishes, then I apologize, but reiterate… this is just my personal experience.

This week I have spent a couple of evenings getting back in the swing of tranceing with Tessa Fields vampire fetish session ‘Glamour’. Tessa’s inductions are always imaginative and potent and I gladly return to Her sessions again and again. I have also listened to a couple of sessions from a new hypnotist to me, ‘The Hypnotist’ from niteflirt and entranceme.com. Her ‘Making you fall in love with me’ and ‘A mature and controlling Women’ recordings may well satisfy my addiction for love potions. This weekend I look forward to spending some time with a session or two from another Niteflirt hypnotist, Ms. Zusa. Just typing Her name induces a shudder and a sigh as memory of Her powerful voice fills me. I look forward to writing about my experiences soon.

Lucid.

About Lucid

Trance addict, hypnosis fetishist and lover of Femdomme media.

Posted on March 18, 2011, in Comment and tagged . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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